Revelation on the visions of the fire and armor

                                          HADASSAH MINISTRY

Dear Saints,

A Revelation about the visions of the fire and armor

A while back I had a vision of being in the throne room and I wondered why it was so dark, because there is no darkness in heaven. Then I saw a cauldron with a fire in it burning on the one side and I heard the voice of the Lord saying “ take my fire down to the earth”  I suddenly found a stick in my hand, I went to the cauldron and stuck the stick in the fire and it lighted, I then saw myself coming down towards Cape Town from the sky. I took the fire and stuck it in the ground in Cape Town and came out of the vision. Since then I have been praying for that fire to ignite the whole of South Africa with a revival. BUT so far nothing has happened, The opposite has occurred, the farm lands have been burned down, and I cried to God and asked Him to please intervene. Every day I prayed for the fire to ignite with revival and more and more the opposite has occurred.

In desperation I went back to the throne room to have a chat with the Lord. I saw Father on the throne and Jesus sitting next to Him. I did not ask or beg, I merely shared my heart for what is going on in this country. Then I suddenly saw myself on my one knee dressed in full armor including a lance which represents prayer.

I could not understand what the Lord was saying, but have been putting my armor on every day.

Then I started to notice that I was getting voice mails about people praying for the country. As they say the light bulb went on. That is what the Lord is saying – Prayer – that is the answer. All this Covid 19 pandemic, the farm murders, the veld fires that were being deliberately set, all this pointed to the fact that people were getting on their knees and praying. In my spirit I have been feeling that the church in this country should unite. That has not happened yet, but I pray that it does. Let me tell you a story. Long long ago, the white people came up from the Cape and moved toward Natal, and they were wanting to buy land. The chief agreed and some of the people waited at the river while others went to sign the agreement. But the chief’s son killed him and then killed the white people who came to sign the agreement. They then went to kill the white people who waited at the river. BUT GOD warned them and they fell on their knees and made a covenant with God that they would keep that day holy if He would give them victory, and HE DID.

Let me tell you this is not about race or color, when God showed me myself on my knee in full armor, He was telling me that it is time once again to make a covenant with God in prayer for Him to bring peace to this country. To end this massacre of our people, and help all South Africans to take back their country, white, black, coloured, Indian, and live in peace and prosper us once again.

Now I understand that the fire will only ignite once there is peace and God has touched lives because when there is tribulation, people will turn to God. It is time for us to renew the coveant that our ancestors made and keep that day Holy as they promised.

Remember that we do not fight against flesh and blood, we fight against the principalities and rulers that have gained power because of the sins that have been committed, the blood of the babies that have been sacrificed to the false gods, the witchcraft that has gained power, the genecide, their blood is crying out to the Lord for vengeance. The Covid 19 that is destroying jobs and killing many people. The corruption in the Government. We need to fall on our knees and repent on behalf of our nation. Someone showed me Psalm 20 to pray over the rest of 2020.

If we are united in prayer we can overcome the prince of darkness that rules over this land, and God will restore it once again and forgive our sins.

Then God says “ 2Ch 7:14  If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land. 

Just as the people are peacefully demonstrating against farm murders, if the churches would call out a day of fasting and prayer for all church members around the country, God will hear us.

Joe 2:1  Blow ye the trumpet in Zion, and sound an alarm in my holy mountain: let all the inhabitants of the land tremble: for the day of the LORD cometh, for it is nigh at hand; 

Joe 2:2  A day of darkness and of gloominess, a day of clouds and of thick darkness, as the morning spread upon the mountains: a great people and a strong; there hath not been ever the like, neither shall be any more after it, even to the years of many generations. 

Joe 2:3  A fire devoureth before them; and behind them a flame burneth: the land is as the garden of Eden before them, and behind them a desolate wilderness; yea, and nothing shall escape them. 

Joe 2:12  Therefore also now, saith the LORD, turn ye even to me with all your heart, and with fasting, and with weeping, and with mourning: 

Joe 2:13  And rend your heart, and not your garments, and turn unto the LORD your God: for he is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and of great kindness, and repenteth him of the evil. 

Joe 2:14  Who knoweth if he will return and repent, and leave a blessing behind him; even a meat offering and a drink offering unto the LORD your God? 

Joe 2:15  Blow the trumpet in Zion, sanctify a fast, call a solemn assembly:

Joe 2:17  Let the priests, the ministers of the LORD, weep between the porch and the altar, and let them say, Spare thy people, O LORD, and give not thine heritage to reproach, that the heathen should rule over them: wherefore should they say among the people, Where is their God?

Joe 2:18  Then will the LORD be jealous for his land, and pity his people. 

Joe 2:19  Yea, the LORD will answer and say unto his people, Behold, I will send you corn, and wine, and oil, and ye shall be satisfied therewith: and I will no more make you a reproach among the heathen: 

Please share this post with people who can pray with us for the victory over these evil demonic entities that are trying to destroy our beautiful country.

I know that if we stand together God will answer our prayers.



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“And Faith opens Portals of Heaven!”

                                          HADASSAH MINISTRY

Dear Saints,

                “And Faith OPENS PORTALS OF HEAVEN!”

Have you ever sat in a home cell or church meeting and everyone around you starts to share the visions they had, and you never have any!
You think that there is something wrong with you, you never have spiritual dreams, God never speaks to you!

Well, this blog is sort of a Prophetic lesson on how to open portals of heaven. We are living in the end times and what does the word say about this time.

The Lord Will Pour Out His Spirit

Joel 2:28  And it shall be afterward, I will pour out My Spirit on all flesh. And your sons and your daughters shall prophesy; your old men shall dream dreams; your young men shall see visions. 

Joel 2:29  And also I will pour out My Spirit on the slaves and on the slave women in those days. 

Joel 2:30  And I will show wonders in the heavens, and in the earth, blood and fire and pillars of smoke. 

Joel 2:31  The sun shall be turned into darkness, and the moon into blood, before the coming of the great and awesome day of Jehovah. 

Joel 2:32  And it shall be, whoever shall call on the name of Jehovah shall be saved; for salvation shall be in Mount Zion and in Jerusalem, as Jehovah has said, and in the remnant whom Jehovah shall call. 

Afterward = means this day the end times. If you have not been filled by the Holy Spirit you will not be able to experience visions and dreams. All you have to do is ask!

Everything in the Kingdom here on earth is done by faith! We believe by faith for our salvation, and we use faith to believe that God can speak to us, that we can see angels, even go to the throne room and visit the Lord.

Peter saw Jesus walking on the water, he had to use faith to get out of the boat, but then he took his eyes off Jesus and looked at the waves and immediately he started to sink. We did not see Jesus die on the cross, we have to believe by faith that He did and that He died for our sins.

When I was in the Baptist church, I knew about God, I knew the stories of the bible, but I did not know God or Jesus, or even understood who the Holy Spirit was. After the Holy Spirit visited me (I called out to God in church, telling Him that I wanted to serve Him) He answered my prayer in such a radical way that I still am in awe of all He has done in my life.

He placed me in a group where I could be mentored. This is very important, if you want to operate in the gifts, see visions and have spiritual dreams and be able to prophesy, you need someone to mentor you.

I remember one evening at a cell meeting I was asked to teach. I asked the Lord and He told me “Doors”. I gave each person a piece of paper and a pen and told them to shut their eyes. I prayed for them to receive visions and then I told them to imagine that they see a door in front of them.

I told them to open the door and go inside. Then I waited. This was very interesting as I could see from the results who was hungry for God and who had very little faith. One young lady saw a class of young children and she was teaching them. She had a passion to teach the word of God to children. She had faith! An older lady said that she saw the door and knelt before it and prayed to God. Obviously she had no faith to open that door, who knows what God could have shown her if only her faith had led her to open the door.

I was in a time of transition and was waiting on God and He seemed to have gone fishing! I prayed and prayed and thought by faith I was going to hear from Him, but He was not speaking. In desperation I asked “Please Lord give me a sign” I really was not prepared for what happened. The next morning I walked outside and looked toward the swimming pool, there I saw the sign, a fish in the tree, the palm tree had dropped two branches down and they crossed over at the bottom, I could clearly see a fish in the tree and above the fish’s mouth there was a bunch of fruit. After all God had audibly said many years ago that I would be a fisher of men. You see I have to believe by faith that this word would come true. One evening I went to the throne room and could not see Jesus, until I turned and saw Him standing at a door, He opened the door and I saw a field of poppies. He said “ a new field”

I want to challenge you this week to praise and worship then close your eyes and see a door in front of you. Open the door by faith and you will see what God has in store for you on the other side. As I said this week’s blog is a prophetic exercise. I would love to hear what you saw.

You do not have to wait and hope that God will give you a vision. All you have to do is close your eyes and ask Him to show you what He wants to share with you. God loves it when we pursue Him. He wants to share His heart with you, you are His child, He would love it if you came and sat on His lap and tell Him how much you love Him. God speaks in many different ways even putting a fish in a tree, imagine how He could communicate with you if you exercised your faith and reached out to Him.



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The secret of the unknown

                                          HADASSAH MINISTRY

Dear Saints,

“The Secret of the Unknown”

Jeffrey Hardwick, Kearney, Nebraska

Are you afraid of getting out of your comfort zone? Is the unknown scary to you? In these uncertain times, many are just too afraid to step out of their comfort zone because of one word: Fear. However, you don’t have to allow fear to stop you from discovering the secret of the unknown.

Through Open Doors & Into the Unknown

Since God promised that He has not given us the spirit of fear, but of power and of love and a sound mind, you can step out of your comfort zone with confidence. Also, the Bible says in Philippians 4:13, “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” Did you know that includes the unknown? What if I told you that your Promised Land is found in the unknown?

Recently, the Lord told me, “The enemy wants you to be afraid of the unknown. Do you know why? It’s because that is where you’re going to rule and reign. He does NOT want you to get out of your comfort zone. He wants you to be complacent.

“Do you really want to know what you have been called to do? It’s time for you to have a whole new perspective of the unknown. This is a place where you walk by faith and not by sight. This is a place where you have been destined to prosper and thrive. Are you prospering and thriving feeling comfortable in complacency?

“You get to choose to walk through these open doors I have opened for you. How many times have I told you to take just ONE STEP OF FAITH and yet you disobeyed Me? Why would I tell you to walk by faith and not by sight if you were not capable of doing it?

“I am ONLY going to ask you to do what you will do WITH ME. Do you think I am sending you out all by yourself? Of course not. If you feel like you have been in PREPARATION, you are correct. If you believe I have SET YOU UP, you are correct.

“You could not unlock the doors on your own and you definitely were not able to open up these doors. Why? I know your works. See, I have set before you an open door, and no one can shut it (Revelation 3:8). Why would I open doors for you and not want you to walk through them? Instead of being afraid of the unknown like the enemy wants you to feel, why not get EXCITED?

“You have no excuse not to move ahead. You don’t want to stay where you are, do you? I have so much for you in this place called, ‘The Unknown.’ The good news is that it’s not unknown to Me. Selah. Just because you don’t know what’s on the other side of the open doors, should not stop you from walking through them.

“You simply need to KNOW the One who does know, and that would be ME. You’re curious why you haven’t experienced MORE PROVISION in your life. It’s waiting for you on the other side of the doors in a place called, ‘The Unknown.’

“Will you seek Me in the secret place so I can reveal to you WHERE the open doors are for you? Will you walk WITH Me through these open doors now? Will you TRUST Me? Will you believe Me and walk by faith in love and come BOLDLY into ‘The Unknown’ and claim your inheritance?

“There is much waiting for you. You don’t have to KNOW everything; if you did, then would you need Me? Either you are going to walk in love with Me into ‘The Unknown’ or stay right where you are at and miss out on your Promised Land.”

Are you now excited about “The Unknown?” You’ll like its definition: Something that requires discovery, identification, or clarification. You GET to discover, identify, and clarify what God has set before you. Your Promised Land is waiting for you to overcome the fear of the unknown. Instead of being emotionally paralyzed, why not get enthusiastic and hopeful for what God has waiting for you on the other side of the door called “The Unknown?”

This post really spoke to me, in the throne room Jesus opened a door and showed me a field, He did not tell me where the field was and when I asked Him He told me to read Jude. Well!! This unknown field just got really interesting and scary. Now to discover, identify and clarify and then go harvest that field.



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Why did Jesus fold the napkin?

                                          HADASSAH MINISTRY

Dear Saints,


An interesting story.

Why did Jesus fold the burial cloth after His resurrection?

Different cultures do things that we do not always understand. That is why some things that people did in the Bible do not make any sense to us today until we study the culture.

The Gospel of John (20.7) tells us that the napkin which was placed over the face of Jesus, was not just thrown aside like the grave clothes.

The Bible takes an entire verse to tell us that the napkin was neatly folded and was placed separate from the grave clothes.

Early Sunday morning while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene came to the tomb and found that the stone had been rolled away from the entrance. She ran and found Peter and the other disciple, the one whom Jesus loved. She said “They have taken the Lord’s body out of the Tomb, and I don’t know where they have put Him!” Peter and the other disciple ran to the tomb to see, The other disciple outran Peter and got there first. He stopped and looked in and saw the linen cloth lying there but he didn’t go in. Then Simon Peter arrived and went inside. He also noticed the linen wrappings lying there, while the cloth that had covered Jesus’ head was folded up and lying to the side.

Was that important? Absolutely!

Is it really significant? Yes!

In order to understand the significance of the folded napkin, you have to understand a little bit about Hebrew tradition of that day. The folded napkin had to do with the Master and servant and every Jewish boy knew this tradition. When the servant set the dinner table for the master, he made sure that it was exactly the way the master wanted it. The table was furnished perfectly, and then the servant would wait, just out of sight, until the master had finished eating, and the servant would not dare touch that table, until the master was finished.

Now if the master were done eating he would rise from the table, wipe his fingers, his mouth, and clean his beard, and would wad up that napkin and toss it onto the table.

The servant would then know it was time to clear the table. For in those days, the wadded napkin meant “I’m done”.

But if the master got up from the table and folded his napkin, and laid it beside his plate the servant would not dare touch the table, because……………

The folded napkin meant, “I’m coming back!”

“He is coming back!”

By folding the napkin Jesus indicated to the disciples that – Yes – He was coming back just as He promised and He will keep that promise soon. ARE YOU READY!

Thank you to my friend Patrick Arendse for posting this post, it really touched me and I hope that it will touch you too.

There are many things in the bible that we do not understand because we do not know the customs of the people in the bible.  It is the same today, with so many different people of different nationalities living together in one area and we cannot always understand why people do things that annoy us, but if we look at their customs, we should be able to understand why they do the things the way they do.
There are many stories in the bible that only make sense once we know the custom of the people in that story.

Have a blessed week.



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Dear Saints,


Luke 24:48 You are witnesses of these things.

24:49 And behold, I will send forth upon you what My Father has promised; but remain in the city [Jerusalem] until you are clothed(fully equipped) with power from on high.
Mantled for worship, for intercession, for warfare, for specific type of ministry.

Most people only know about the 5 fold ministry most nominal churches only have Pastors, and evangelists and some have missionaries. But if you look at the people in the New Testament that went out to proclaim the Gospel, you will find many different callings on these people, I want to make you aware that you can have a mantle for a ministry that is on your life and you may not even know it.
What is a mantle? – It represents the authority that has been conferred upon you. It rests upon you! It represents the Power and authority and ability of the one who placed it upon whom He has chosen to wear it.
Take a look at Elijah and Elisha, they were both prophets, but only Elijah was called, what happened was that Elisha asked for the mantle that God gave to Elijah to be transferred to him and he received it when Elijah was taken up into heaven. The same thing happened when Kathryn Kuhlman died and the mantle was transferred to Benny Hinn.

I was given a forerunner mantle by God and a prophet saw me coming out of the wilderness like John the Baptist, he was a forerunner messenger. I did not understand how this was possible in this modern age, until I discovered that God was sending me to churches as a messenger. You can have more than one mantle and I discovered that I had received another mantle – that of an intercessor, and I discovered that this mantle gave me a lot of authority in prayer. That was awesome. In prayer one day I received two mantles in a vision that was representing evangelism. God confirmed all this through audible voice and prophetic words.

It is from the mantle placed upon you that you demonstrate the Gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ and the Kingdom of God.
What is in the mantle?
Authority in the realm of the spirit
God’s timing to do the assignments
Provision and protection
Angelic assistance
Spiritual gifting
Divine connections
Specific weapons for warfare.
There is no power that can overcome the mantle that God gives you.

If you are doing some kind of ministry work, be it praying for the lost in your closet, preaching to people in the street, praying for people to be healed, singing in the choir, feeding the poor. Then you have a mantle, that God gave you for the work in the Kingdom.
I hope this helped you to discover that you are mantled and that God can use you to do His work here on earth.

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         HADASSAH MINISTRY                

Dear Saints,

Please pray for a friend who is trying to sell her house in a small town where buyers are few and far between, but God can make a way. Thank you.


Isa_40:3 A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Lord [clear away the obstacles]; make straight {and} smooth in the desert a highway for our God!

The one thing that I will always be grateful for, is that my parents had me join the Girl Guides. They taught me many principals that has helped me throughout my life. One of those things is the motto they had “Be prepared”. We had to work towards different badges that we could earn. Camping, ironing, swimming, helping other people, amongst other things. Even first aid. We were taught to be prepared for anything that might happen.

When I was called into ministry, the lessons I learnt in Girl Guides, helped me when dealing with people, and situations that the Lord led me into. When I had twin daughters as soon as I could I enrolled them in the Girl Guides, I was shocked when I discovered that the guider was teaching them New Age principles, I took them out of that and was so disappointed.

Now the above scripture was given to me several times by the Lord, at first, I could not make out what He was saying, Prepare the way – for what? What does the way of the Lord mean? Sometimes, the Lord gives you a scripture and you must try and discover what He wants you to do with it. Fortunately, my friends gave me an amplified bible for my birthday, and I was able to find out what it means. “clear away the obstacles” – well that clears that up, until you try to find out what obstacles you must clear. God loves talking in riddles, He gives you a piece of the puzzle and you must go and find out where it fits. As a messenger He kind of throws the whole picture out on the table in puzzle pieces then proceeds to give you clues so you can fit the puzzle together. And one of the clues in this message was “the wilderness”. Yes! I was in the wilderness for several years and the Lord was not giving me any clues. I often say, “the Lord has gone fishing”. I was getting desperate and my friends invited me to come and visit them in the Freestate, I hopped on a bus and headed for Bethlehem. No not in Israel. My friend Katjie and I spent several weeks, praying together and I received nothing, she received Eiffel Towers, now that did not make sense, until I returned home and found several of them outside my window, they were electricity pylons. That indicated that I was in the right place.  One morning the Lord told me to go to the next destination which was Bloemfontein. There my other friend Annette and I prayed and prayed, and we received nothing. Until an angel turned up and blindfolded me. Yes! you read correctly, he blindfolded me. I asked the Lord and He said, “your justice is blind but mine is not” Yay! At last a clue. Then we went to see “one night with King” and afterwards Annette took me to a bookstore that was open at night and bought me the book. This was another clue as God was about to change my spiritual name to Esther. I still did not have any indication what the scripture in Isaiah meant. As we went to the counter, I noticed a piece of paper, and on it was written in large letters “PREPARE THE WAY”. Something stirred in my spirit and I was very excited. That was in the scripture. The next evening, we went to get some takeaways and there on every lamp post was that notice “PREPARE THE WAY”. I told Annette “the Lord is starting to talk” I must go home.

Now I had some clues, I was in the right place, (Eiffel towers), A Justice angel, and the Lord and said “your justice was blind but Mine was not” that meant that the Lord was about to expose something.  You see as a messenger God sends you to expose things in churches, that is actually the work of the Apostle. But most churches do not have Apostles overseeing what happens in the church. That was what Paul did, he would establish a church then go back and check up on what was happening there. Today, many people just go through bible school and then go off and start a church. But the church that they received their teaching in, does not check up on them to see that everything is done according to the Word of God. That is why people come to a church and find that they are preaching their own gospel, changing things that they do not like, and putting in things that are not of the Lord.

I just read a book where a preacher came to preach at a church and the Lord showed him that the head of the intercessory team was a witch. Well! As you can imagine, I wondered what God was going to expose at the church He was sending me to. The Lord wanted to do something at this church, but there were obstacles that had to be removed. It turned out to be a spirit of lust that was preventing the anointing of the Lord to operate in this place. The first thing that I noticed was that they had no leaders, no one wanted to step up to leadership, the cells had up to 40 members in one cell. There were not enough cell leaders, yet the church had over 2000 members. One lady told me that she never saw angels in the church, only outside. Well here was something that had to be exposed. God showed me the foundation of the church and I was shocked, He pointed to the trench where I saw several things and He said, “this is what they are building my church on”. Well! God did expose and I was shocked.  Beloved! What are you building God’s church on, and you know that the church is not a building, we are the church! What is in your foundation, are you accountable to someone in your ministry. God says we are to prepare the way for the last outpouring of the Spirit, are you ready, are you prepared? Just something to think on this week.



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Do you have oil in your lamp?


Dear Saints,


Firstly, I would like to thank my daughter in law – Natasha for allowing me the use of her laptop while mine is in for repairs.

This morning I asked the Lord what I should blog about and He gave me the song –

Give me oil in my lamp keep me burning! So! I guess He wants me to share with you about having oil in your lamp. You all should know about the ten virgins, and how only 5 of them had oil in their lamps when the bridegroom came, and when the other 5 went off to buy oil the door was shut.

Well we are in that time, when the signs are there for the bridegroom to come and only those with oil in their lamps will go with Him. In the story the 5 virgins had to go and buy oil, well the good news is we do not have to buy oil, we can get it for free. How do you get oil in your lamp, well, you have to ask the Holy Spirit, then when He fills you with His oil, you will burn, and your light will attract unsaved people to Jesus?

A word of warning though if you are afraid of the supernatural you have to prepare yourself for all kinds of supernatural things to happen when He fills you with that oil. I once joined a group that was learning to work on a knitting machine. After one of the lessons, I went to the library to exchange my books, I met one of the ladies from the group. I greeted her and she was looking at me a little strange. Then she came up to me and said “do you know that you have a light shining out of you?” NO! I did not know, but then I remembered that Jesus said. Matthew  5:14  You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden.5:16  Let your light so shine before men that they may see your moral excellence {and} your praiseworthy, noble, {and} good deeds and recognize {and} honor {and} praise {and} glorify your Father Who is in heaven.

When you are filled with heavenly oil, you shine and the anointing gets strong on you, I was listening to Keven Zadia preaching and he said that when he was working on the airline he came to the back of the plane and suddenly several men starting manifesting when their demons came into contact with the anointing on his life.  You see the demons can see the light of the oil on you. I once tried to pray for a lady at a camp. I saw that there was a dark cloud over her and wanted to pray for her. However, whenever I came near to her she ran away. I tried to invite her to my room for tea, but she never came.

If we all had this oil, just think what a difference it would make, we would walk down the street and people would be attracted to us and we would be able to lead them to the Lord, or cast out their demons. This is not so that we can boast about how anointed we are, but to bring honour to God and glorify Him. How affective are you without your oil, you cannot touch lives, you cannot chase away demons! You are no threat to the enemy, but when you are filled with the oil of anointing you can do much for the Kingdom of God. He can use you to “ raise the dead, heal the sick, deaf ears will open, the blind the see”

We are coming into a time when there will be a great outpouring of the Spirit, if you do not have your oil in your lamp, you will miss one of the greatest move of God ever to be poured out in the earth. The oil is free, just ask for it, and see how God moves in your life.

I hope I have encouraged you to allow the Holy Spirit to empower you for your chance to do great things for God on the earth in these last days. Be blessed.



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The most dangerous prayer in the bible

                                  HADASSAH MINISTRY

Dear Saints,


“Here I am, send me!” (Is. 6:8b)Have you ever prayed a dangerous prayer – I did – sitting in a small Baptist church in 1990 I prayer “Lord I want to serve you” but then I added “I want to serve you radically” and as most of you know He answered that prayer.

Isaiah prayer “here I am, send me!” and God used him and his prophesies are still being fulfilled today. I heard a story of a professor taking a group of students to a house of a man whom God had used radically. In the bedroom, the students were made aware of two indents in the carpet in front of the bed. This is where the man of God had spent time on his knees praying to God to use him in revival. As they left the professor noticed that one student was missing, he returned to the house and in the bedroom, he found the student kneeling on the indents on the floor and heard the man say “Use me in revival Lord” that man was Billy Graham.

I have a book called “Hunger for revival” by Oswald J Smith It is a book about a passion for the lost and prayer for revival. When you read this book, you cannot help but call out to God “here I am, send me!” it is as if you cannot help yourself when you read the testimonies of people that was used radically by God to bring revival to many places and people around the world. To name a few, Evan Roberts – the Welsh revival. In five weeks 20,000 joined the churches.

Titus Coan -Hawaii, once he preached three times before he had a chance to take breakfast, he felt that God was strangely at work. In the services people would cry out “The two-edged sword is cutting me to pieces” – God has struck me” Most of you know about Charles G. Finney Whenever he preached the spirit was poured out. Often when he arrived to preach, he would find people crying out for mercy. I have mentioned only these but there were many more.

God gave me Joel 2 as a mandate and, in this book, he states that Joel 2 is our best guide. It is a call to repentance; every revival starts with repentance. The first message that God gave me was “repentance, forgiveness, and the fear of the Lord.”

Oswald asks Ah! My brethren, are you praying? Do you plea with God for this city? Beseeching Him night and day for an Outpouring of His Spirit? For now, is the hour to pray. If God stirs up hearts to pray for a revival, then it is a sure sign that He wants to send one. God is waiting for us to fall on our knees and pray that dangerous prayer

‘LORD, Here I am – send me” will you dare to pray that prayer and see God move mightily in your life.  Cry out “God of revival let not the sinner die, O make us witnesses for Thee, for this we humbly cry.  Oswald J Smith. Let this be our cry today in this world that is in chaos, your country does not need solutions, to the problems, your country needs the outpouring of the Spirit on all flesh.



Don’t forget my prayer altar ministry, send me your prayers I lay my hands on them and lift them up before God. If these letters have touched your heart, please pass them on to others. Consider putting them on my e- mail list.   If you need salvation contact me so I can give you the necessary information.    Thank you to those who are sowing into this work. May God bless you abundantly!!

When you are under attack


Dear Saints,
When you are under attack
This past week I came under attack, I had been on a high, full of joy and peace after so many good wishes from everyone for my birthday, thank you everyone. Then suddenly it was as if all hell was let loose. First my phone started to play up, then my laptop died, and I borrowed this one so I could continue my ministry, and then I struggled with my password on my gmail, on my phone, which was not resolved. BUT my new phone is on the way.
As if this was not enough to make my blood boil, we had a visit from the health department, my lovely neighbour complained that I was feeding the birds, really and that was attracting RATS REALLY!!! Well in all the time we have stayed here I have not seen any rats. Only some field mice which were here before I fed the birds, they come from the field across the road. Then he had complained about the tree, the leaves are causing a health hazard apparently. REALLY!!
You see I have now more time as my grandson is going back to school and I have determined to spend time in prayer praying Joel 2 and activating my poppy field. The enemy must be worried. Now I know that many of you are under attack as well, and I told God I was fed up with this guy next door. I cannot help that in this area the wind blows towards his house, he has OCD and cleans his yard every few hours, even if the wind is not blowing the leaves into his yard. The tree was here before this house was built. Is it not amazing how good God is because this morning I opened my emails and this is what I found, an amazing word from the Lord?
The Father says today, I heard you the first time. You’ve asked, and you’ve asked, and I don’t mind you asking, but I thought I would let you know I licked the stamp and sent the answer before that prayer escaped your lips. When you are in trouble, My ear is acutely tuned to your cry. Understand what I will and will not do. When you are in distress, I don’t stop and ponder whether or not I will move on your behalf – I simply act upon the occasion of your faith-filled prayer. Realize that he who touches you touches the apple; the pupil of My eye, says God. What does that mean? That means I have an autonomic response to preserve and defend you just as you act by reflex to protect your eye if someone pokes you. That isn’t what you’ve always been taught in the past but know that I’m near, and I am acting and moving to get you out of harm’s way and put you in a position of inaccessibility from the enemy where he will be unable even to touch you in any way.

Trust Me then, says the Father. Trust Me and let Me take it from here. Make a determinate choice to be careful for nothing, even under maximum pressure. When cares of life come, and problems mount up, let your response always be the thankfulness of knowing I’m here and acting in your defence. I will preserve, defend, and provide for you and that right early. Refuse to worry and refuse to give vent to the problem. Instead, release praise. Complaints? Never again. Self-pity? Make no room for it. Unbelief? You’ve come too far for that. My counsels are with you. My goodness is tracking you down. My favor is surrounding you as a shield to ward off every assault of the enemy. This is your portion by My hand this day, says God, and your righteousness is of Me.

Thank you Father You are wonderful, awesome, magnificent, I love you so much.
Don’t forget my prayer altar ministry, send me your prayers I lay my hands on them and lift them up before God. If these letters have touched your heart, please pass them on to others. Consider putting them on my e- mail list. If you need salvation contact me so I can give you the necessary information. Thank you to those who are sowing into this work. May God bless you abundantly!!


Dear Saints,
Some times you have to activate your prophetic word.

I was attending a small prophetic school meeting, there were only a few people mostly woman, it was at a small church. I had very little knowledge on the prophetic, coming from a Baptist church background, and the day before a lady was preaching, which was unusual for me, as that does not happen in the Baptist church. She interrupted her sermon to give me an awesome prophetic word, but that is not what I what to talk about here. They announced that there would be a Prophetic school on the Saturday morning.
I was so hungry, I would attend anything and everything because I needed to learn more about God and the Kingdom, and the Word.

We gathered in the church and waited for the lesson to start, to my surprise she said that we could all prophesy, that was news to me. She wanted a volunteer to come and sit in front and then everyone would prophesy over that person. Not one person came forward, so I stood up and went and sat in the chair. I already had that awesome word that she had given over my life the previous day but no one else volunteered.
She and her husband prayed over everyone and then told them to prophesy over me. I was curious what they would say. Here are the words they prophesied.
1.- Pencils of light – I had no clue what that meant. I think it was the glory of God. Awesome.
2. – she thought I looked tired. Not sure what the prophetic meaning was
3. Heaviness, surrounding then lifting – I was getting worried –
4. light moving darkness away – what was this all about not very uplifting.
5. Burden of intercession – now that was more encouraging.
6. anointing on counselling – that is better I was feeling more encouraged.
7. strips of light swirling like dandelions in the wind swirling into the sea. – that one had me baffled.
No 5 was the lady that had preached and given me the other awesome word. Then her husband came up to me and took my hands and started praying an anointing on my fingers for writing, and said “you will write prophetic encouragement letters”
Well I have experienced darkness and heaviness at times, and the presence of God has been felt on my life from time to time. I must say that I have had success with counselling. I was not sure of the writing of the letters. I did not like writing letters, I never seemed to know what to write. Why would God speak this over me? To add to the mystery a few years later two prophets would tell me that I would write a book that would go around the world and touch many lives.
I wrote all these words down on a piece of paper and put it in a file. AND WAITED! And waited, and waited, I still did not have the urge to write letters. One day I was in a church meeting and the Pastor said that we should activate our prophetic words.
I wondered how I was going to activate writing letters as I had no desire to do so and who would I write to, I did not know very many people. I decided to test this and went and bought a writing pad. I wrote out five letters to my five close friends and hand delivered them. AND WAITED. Of course being good friends they told me they really enjoyed my letters, ( never kept a copy so I cannot remember what I wrote) A few weeks later I wrote another five letters and delivered them to the same friends. I did this a few times and one day I was walking past a pawn shop and saw a typewriter for sale. I had enough money to buy it and then had to go and search for a place to buy a ribbon. I also bought typewriting paper and copy paper. Now my letters were a little neater (as I do not have a very neat handwriting) and I found a few more friends to give the letters to. Now this is where God gets into the act and expands it a bit. My son came and gave me a small computer and my twin daughters proceeded to teach me the ins and outs of Word documents, and that pesky delete button that I often pressed losing all that I had typed. Again walking past a pawn shop I spotted a dot matrix printer. Now I could print out copies.
I still did not have many people to give the letters to, but I did attend a proper Prophetic school and my knowledge increased. Now I could really write encouraging Prophetic letters. God decided it was time to expand. My other son put me on the internet. Helped me to set up a Yahoo account and I had by this time named my ministry “Rayab Ministry” and they put me on Facebook. Suddenly I started to connect to people from all over the world. When God changed my spiritual name to Esther I decided to change my Ministry name but there were so many Esther ministries that I decided on her Hebrew Name and changed it to Hadassah. I then opened a Gmail account and my letters really took off. Then my children helped me to open a web site and now I really connect to people from all over the world.
I wonder if I did not activate this Prophetic word if I would still be WAITING! Of course some words are conditional to God putting you in the right place at the right time. But go and see which of your words have not materialized and maybe start activating them. I have written two books, but they have not been published but they have gone around the world in a sense. I activated my poppy field by getting dresses, but I think that one is conditional to place and time. I hope I have inspired you to allow God to help you to activate some of the Prophetic words over your life.
I just want to say thank you to everyone for my amazing Birthday wishes, I really felt so blessed and filled with joy at the end of the day.

Don’t forget my prayer altar ministry, send me your prayers I lay my hands on them and lift them up before God. If these letters have touched your heart, please pass them on to others. Consider putting them on my email list. If you need salvation, contact me so that I can give you the necessary information. Thank you to those who are sowing into this work. May God bless you abundantly!!